You are my sweetest downfall.

Sometimes I feel lost in this trance, it's so dream-like, but nightmareish, and it's like I'm falling, falling. No one is there to catch me. Nobody can hear me scream, nobody sees me. That's like life, we're all in this together but we are really just alone. Someone might be holding you at night but they're thinking their own thoughts, they are their own person. You can have a best friend forever but you're still alone. The trick is to find the people who make you feel like this isn't true, but really it still is. It can still be comforting.

So tonight,
sing yourself to sleep.